Kicked to the curb yet again

Well after my last post. I thought it was over, but then I got kicked out of two other groups that had NOTHING to do with the first. Well maybe not nothing since all the groups are ran by the same moderators. Except this time I got and e-mail telling me how sorry they were that I had decided to leave the group. I was like wow now people are reading my mind, although not very well considering they were way off. The two groups were PBT(pediatric brain tumors) and PBT angels. Now mind you I never really ever said anything in these two groups but the powers to be in the DIPG group felt I had nothing to offer. I did however get a letter yesterday from one of the powers to be.

Annette,
I wish you the best in all your advocacy efforts, and hope that you are able to achieve all that your heart truly desires.
I will hold you in my prayers that you are able to find a healthy and healing path, wherever you may go.

Now how am I suppose to take this letter? To me it was a direct insult after being kicking me out of the groups. I also feel that it is their way of justifying what they have done to me and two others. Guilt does strange things to people, in most cases they try to twist things around to thier own advantage which is also something I am feeling in this e-mail. What kills me more then anything is how they all use God in their words which I sometimes feel to be very hypocritical. If they really knew God I mean really knew God none of this would have happened in the first place. They would not feel as though their words were the only words people need to hear. Everything I stated in my posts by defending mother 2 was 100% true. I have no need to lie or fabricate the truth. I have nothing to gain. Some can't handle the truth so they change things to make it look like it was all your fault when in fact you were only voicing your opinion. Which I believe I am still entitled to.

I have told others that to me being kicked out was probably for the best, even though I am now unable to help those who may need me within those groups. I firmly believe that God will bring to me the ones he feels really need my knowledge, support, and most of all my respect. He all ready has in the last few weeks. I have been getting personal e-mails and messages on posts from people who have no idea how they ever found me in the first place. Or simply by word of mouth. People know what I have been through and they in turn tell others about me and my journey with Aimee then offer my e-mail. So you can't tell me that this is not the work of God.

I am sorry if I offend anyone here with my talk of God but I am a believer as I also respect those who do not. That is your right as well as it is my right to believe. God bless everyone and please tell me if I am wrong in my thoughts. Trust me I have a very opened mind and will not be offended by your words to or of me.